5/5/2005
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happy cinco de mayo everybody ! and for those of you who dont know spanish,,,,,happy fifth of july everybody ! so which ever one of those makes you feel the most comfortable , get it!
so i was commenting the other day about blechy old fast food inland empire and all that and how i dont want to be a big mac and how i wouldnt want to step a gosh darn inch there and all that well......i meant it ,,,,,and ,,,,,,,,i was feeling irritable......and .......wellllll......there i go again , right as i go and get all negative about where i am in this horrible life i live , really horrible life right well right then i go getting all neggy weg and all of a sudden i wake up and WOW! it all just goes and gets ultra beautiful .wow,
so i wake up at like ten thirty because i went black widow hunting until the wee hours of the night , then i get dressed and think about just how lucky i am to be so free in this world then i get in the custom camper with don and jim (my current male influences) and go up to the mansions in the foot hills and proceed to weed wack the holy crap out of these two gigantic empty over grown lotsal in all i think i massacered tall grass, dead reds and honry sweet sage to the tune of like four or five hours. FANTASTIC! and i dont mean the planet i mean like four or five hours of repetetive physical brainstorming meditation , iand in one of the most amazing places ive ever been around here directly below mount baldy and there was dynamic grey weather that threatend us all day but only delivered crystal clear air to so it all by. which if any of you have ever been out to the eastern areas of the los angeles basin will understand. i thought of all kinds of wonderful things today but mostly i thought of movies. not the kind of movies that are out right now at the theatre or the kinds of movies your friends made on VHS when they were in high school but the kind of movies that i would like to make. gorgeous movies where things are beautifully haunted. that sall im going to tell you though because now its time to write it all down. and maybe just maybe if youre super duper ultra lucky then youll either get to read or better yet watch this epic that i saw in my head all day long.
im happily buzzed right nowfrom it all.
and im also downtown town riverrside wherre ive been walking around checking out their first thusday art walk and its been alot better that what i would have imagined and some of it was much better than i even hoped for.today has totally opened my eyes to the beauty of this place that only yesterday i was wretched from.
get out there and find some beauty, good night and feliz cinco de mayo.
. r |
